Friday, May 24, 2013

“Tell All The Truth But Tell It Slant.” Emily Dickinson


I attended a writer’s mini workshop with Lidia Yuknovich, the amazing and inspiring author of The Chronology of Water.  She started her talk with this quote from Emily Dickinson. She encouraged all of us to tell the truth in our stories, but tell it from our own unique perspective.
I note this because I’m a storyteller to my deepest core, and I can only tell my stories the way I see them and the way they leave an impression on me.
I think I’m bringing the same slant to my photographs of Silver City and it’s surroundings. Part of it is my view of things and part of it is the topography and tools I have on hand. To wit: 1) Practically the whole town is on a tilt. Everything is either on an uphill or a downhill (except when I walk places – then I swear everything is uphill).  So it’s hard to line up a picture where it doesn’t look like everything is sliding off the shot. But I’m working on it.   2) Just about every picture I take and post has been with my Motorola Razr M smart phone. I can never quite remember to take my camera along with me or I don’t have enough pockets for everything I want to carry.
My friend Bernie in Portland, a gifted and inspiring photographer, would be spluttering in his coffee at First Cup on SE Woodstock if he were reading this post. Bernie was my invaluable advisor when I was selecting photos for the one and only art show I did in Portland. He would nail my ass all the time because I take pics at an angle rather than straight on, and it would exasperate him no end. He said it confused the eye. Of course, he is right, and I’m trying to change the way I shoot, but I guess I will always tell it slant in my pictures too. 

Thursday, May 23, 2013

The Educated Heart/Deciding to Stay


Silver City Sunrise from La Capilla Chapel Hill
It’s official. I signed a one-year lease for my fabulous apartment. As many of my closest friends and family have figured out (or I told them), I have decided to stay in Silver City for an extended time, and actually make it my home base. I am happy about this, but it still comes with a price – the price of not having the daily face to face contact with my dear friends in Portland, especially with my soul sister Melanie. I don’t know why this small high desert town has appealed to me so deeply. Consider these things: 1) I can’t take heat, intense sun, and lack of humidity. It’s so dry here, even my ass is chapped. I could soak in a vat of organic food grade coconut oil every day and my skin would still be dry. 2) They don’t have a movie theater. 3) Most restaurants, according to quirky and expensive New Mexico liquor license rules, only serve beer and wine; not booze. I have to go miles to get a marguerita! And speaking of restaurants, NO THAI FOOD! How am I supposed to survive that?  4) Stumptown coffee? Forget it. I have to have it shipped to me (thanks Melanie!) 5) I haven’t found a gang to play pinochle with 6) As with most small towns, everybody knows everybody’s business – at least their version of it. The list could go on, but you get the idea.
But I think this blog has pretty clearly laid out why I want to stay. And there is one other thing. For the first time in my life, I don’t feel lonely. Since I was a little kid, and we moved, I always felt lonely. Funny thing is, I was the one in the family that looked forward to moving, and most easily navigated the new social dynamics. That followed me into adulthood, moving to Canada to attend the University of Guelph, where my future/former husband played basketball. Then to San Diego, then to Portland. In San Diego, the joke was that only 100 of my closest friends knew where I hid the key to my house. But there were also times of intense loneliness in the nearly 25 years I lived there. And then it took me two years to feel a sense of belonging in Portland. That’s a long time to feel lonely.
I don’t have that here. I don’t know why. Is it because I’m maturing? Stop laughing. Or that another of my soul sisters, Carmon, is here? The people that I’ve met immediately think I belong here. When I met my landlady for the first time, she hugged me and pronounced that I would be staying. She and others have said that this town has of way of taking you in or spitting you out. It looks like I’m being taken in…
Being a researcher by nature, I did all the stuff I normally do. I checked out health insurance plans (I will not go uninsured), tax rates, insurance rates, housing costs and re-negotiating my apartment lease, car registration and licensing, etc. I couldn’t find a single show-stopper.
My head and heart lined up on this one. So I’m staying. There you have it. 
Silver City Sunset from Mountain View Rd

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Murals in Silver City

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South Bullard St Mural

I believe the citizens of Silver City hold that any wall can be made even more beautiful with paint and tile. And several think that a little bit of chalk on the sidewalk can do wonders too. Behold Escobar – 
Sidewalk Fox 3'x5'

There are dozens of wonderful examples, and I’m posting up some of my favorites for your pleasure. 
Market Street Mural - Detail Pics Below






Penny Park

Penny Park Wall Detail
Children's Park

Robert's Painted Porch - Note the Vase in the window too

Thursday, May 16, 2013

This One Is For My Daughter


Urban art. Street art. Graffiti. Call it what you want. Some of it is crappy scribble with as much charm as dried dog pee streaks on a fire hydrant. But some of it is brilliant, compelling and even beautiful. I’ve often been fascinated with it – trying to take it all in, say, as a train speeds by at a crossing – a rolling mural; a portable mural.  When my daughter and son in law were in France and Italy last spring, they took some great pics of the street art they encountered. It inspired me to take a closer look at what these guerilla artists are producing.
As I walk around Silver City, I see some wonderful stuff. Check it out. 









Monday, May 13, 2013

La Esperanza Winery – A Little Slice of Heaven


View From the Porch La Esperanza Winery
On Saturday afternoon, after finishing painting at the new Habitat home, I went with friends Carmon and Lisa to La Esperanza Winery, about 30 miles from Silver City (www.laesperanzavineyardandwinery.com). In the middle of a beautiful nowhere – well in the Mimbres Valley near San Lorenzo and the City of Rocks as best as I can describe it. They were having a special event, introducing their new wine called Born in Space. Music, wine tasting, a fabulous burrito cart, and exquisite views from every angle. I almost broke down and cried it was so beautiful. Here, just take a look at a few pics.  And – the wine was very good!  
Spring Vineyard

Off the Beaten Path..

Back Country View

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Habitat for Humanity


Habitat is one of my favorite organizations, and I've discovered a chapter in Silver City. When I painted the door trim of the historic Silco Theater (as I noted in an earlier post), I was reminded how much I like to paint things. So I signed up to help prime and paint the interior of a new home soon to be occupied by a single dad and his three lovely teenage daughters. The primer coat went on in every room of the house on Thursday. Then on Saturday morning, I joined another crew of volunteers and we completed the painting. It's been a great experience. I'm not sure why I feel more inclined to do these things here in this small town. Maybe because I don't feel like my efforts are lost in the big wash of a big city. Whatever the reason, I am glad I can help.

Friday, May 10, 2013

Food, Glorious Food

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Side Wall Mural - Silver City Food Co-op
I try not to spend too much time in the valley of regret. And the older I get, the bigger and deeper that valley seems to grow. How I could have been a better parent, sister, daughter, friend, spouse. Or managed my finances. Or gotten out sooner from a soul stripping corporate career.
I bring this up because I attended the Silver City Food Co-op annual member meeting a few weeks ago. My friend Carm is a new board member and they couldn’t be better served. This co-op has been in place for 39 years and has more than 2000 members.  Not bad for a town of 10,000 and surrounding area of 29,000. The Co-op does an amazing job of stocking local, organic and bulk foods and other products. It’s my new happy place.
Welcome to my new happy place
The regret comes in that it took me decades to figure out the trueness of the statement “You are what you eat.”  Put differently, if you eat crappy food, prepare to feel crappy. When I read articles now, I could kick myself for the garbage I fed my daughter. Kraft Mac and Cheese. Hot dogs. Pancakes and fake syrup.  Any other wheat based product. Fruits and vegetables sprayed with god knows what pesticide. Damn, damn, damn. One recent article by Yoni Freedhoff brings up a painful point. The name of the article is: “We’d all die for our kids—so why are we still feeding them processed junk?” Here’s the link. It’s worth the read.
On top of this, one of the presentations at the Food Co-op annual meeting was about GMO’s and Monsanto. It was chilling. Just google GMO/Monsanto and you will be bombarded by articles. I will provide the link to another article here: http://www.reuters.com/article/2013/04/25/us-roundup-health-study-idUSBRE93O13H20130425
This article struck a very special nerve, as it talks about links to Parkinson’s and other diseases as a result of pesticide and herbicide spraying of crops. My mother was diagnosed with Parkinson’s in her sixties. She was already compromised physically as a result of a life threatening case of polio in 1958. I discovered a few years after her death in 2007 that my folks had their lush green rolling lawn sprayed several times a year with pesticides and weed killers through a company like ChemLawn.  This went on for over 35+ years. I was helping organize some of my dad’s stuff, and canceled the service. After reading this article, I wonder if there is any link. I can’t prove a damn thing. And Monsanto, et al has a practice of crushing any opposition.
And let me pile some more shit on you. If you are what you eat, you are what you put on your skin. Think about it. If you can deliver estrogen or nicotine to your body with a skin patch, what else can you deliver? How about Axiron, a testosterone treatment that men apply to their armpits? Here’s a warning right from their website:
AXIRON can transfer from your body to others. This can happen if other people come into contact with the area where the AXIRON was applied. Signs of puberty that are not expected (for example, pubic hair) have happened in young children who were accidentally exposed to testosterone through skin to skin contact with men using topical testosterone products like AXIRON. Women and children should avoid contact with the unwashed or unclothed area where AXIRON has been applied. If a woman or child makes contact with the application area, the contact area on the woman or child should be washed well with soap and water right away.

I don’t have any answers. But I am trying to be more thoughtful about the food I eat and the products I use on my body. And I am trying to not be a doomsaying paranoid. I am just trying to say – be conscious.

Let me end on a hopeful happy note. My dog is dying. I've mentioned this before. No, I'm not happy about this. But through him and  his process, I've been blessed with an important insight. Indy is a great dog, and I am having a hard time getting him to eat anything. I bought a cheap roasting chicken at Albertsons to cook and feed to him because he loves chicken. I wasn’t planning to eat it myself, just feed it to him. Which I did. But I felt bad about it. Not so much that it was a factory chicken, overbred and cruelly raised, and it was good enough for my dog and not for me. I mean, that’s bad enough. But what I really felt bad about is that I spent my money supporting the wrong thing. I didn’t support the farmer/rancher/grower that was thoughtfully raising food in a sustainable and humane way. Because it’s not just about what I eat or what my dog eats, it’s about what I do to support the people who work so hard to feed us the right way. As I said in an earlier post – it costs a lot more (unfortunately) to do the right thing.  But I am going to do better at spending on the right thing.

New Meat Market on S. Bullard
Wait, now I really mean I’m ending on a happy note! Let me continue to sing the praises of Silver City. Along with the wonderful Food Co-op, a new meat market just opened with a fabulous array of grass-fed local and organic products. And the Farmers Market opens tomorrow morning just a block from my house. I can’t wait. And Carmon and I are going to share CSA boxes of fresh produce for this growing season.
Produce section at Co-op
Say NO to GMO


Bulk items at Co-op



If you’ve managed to read this whole post without your eyes glazing over and rolling to the back of your head, I have a little request. Please take a moment to think if you might want to consider making a little (or big) change about what you eat, what you feed your friends and family, and who you really want to support. That’s all. Now go have a wonderful day.

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Of Cockroaches and Lizards





I don’t want you all to think it’s all sunshine and loveliness here in Silver City. But most mornings when I wake up and walk outside, I feel like I’ve taken some amazing drug that makes the air sweeter and the colors more brilliant and the sky more vast and blue. I hope it keeps on.
But this place has its cockroaches and lizards – literally. The cockroaches are very large, Kafka-esque in stature. I tried to fool myself into thinking they were just beetles. But they are in fact, cockroaches. I have refrained from taking pics of them, because they are just not that photogenic. There’s a phrase used in football when you are full-on tackled and thrown down on your back with your legs and arms flailing about. It’s called ‘getting cockroached.’ And when I see a big-ass cockroach on it’s back, helpless and thrashing about because it can’t turn over and scuttle away, I think the phrase is incredibly accurate. It actually makes me smile. Unfortunately for me, my cat Pheenie, has absolutely no desire to kill and eat these cockroaches...
However Pheenie loves her some lizards! In a matter of minutes a few days ago, she caught and brought two lizards, one after the other, into the living room to play with (with the ultimate intent to kill and eat, of course…).  The lizards looked like this:
Artist's concept of lizard...
I am innocent!
After she had exhausted lizard #1, I put on work gloves and picked it up and the little sucker bit me. It clung tenaciously to the index finger of my work glove and I had to practically bang it about to get it to let go and scurry off into the bushes. Minutes later, Pheenie brought in lizard #2. I grabbed my work gloves again, and caught this one higher up on the torso so it couldn’t quite swing its head around and bite. My technique is improving. Pheenie was pissed. But she got over it soon enough with some kitty treats. Packaged kitty treats.
And here’s another picture of a lizard. Look closely. This is what a lizard looks like after it gets trapped in your dryer with a load of laundry dried on the high heat setting. The little sucker had closed its jaws tight on a nice clean pair of my underwear and died. I tossed the lizard. I re-washed my underwear.
I am sure there are other creepy crawlie things I will encounter. But we will figure that out as we go.
Dried Lizard...

Happy Birthday to Me!


Okay, so my birthday was two days ago. But I started celebrating on May 1st, and was so busy enjoying myself that I hardly had time to write a word.  First there was the Tour of the Gila, an amazing five-day cycling event. The big day for we city dwellers was Saturday, when the racers ride miles and miles of laps on a 1.08 mile course around the main city streets. There were several class/categories of riders, and of course the most impressive were the pro women and men. These are national and international stars in their sport and many are prepping with this event for the Tour de France.  They reach speeds of 35-50 mph even in the corners and it’s amazing to watch them turn a steep corner in a large pack. I’ve posted a bunch of pics for you to enjoy. And yes, I had front row seats.  Then there was movie night at my friend Robert’s who has a huge wall size screen and great sound system, and before that a new art gallery opening. And then more races, movie night at the Silco Theater with a special showing of Rising from Ashes, a documentary about the Rwanda cycling team (wonderful film). Then coffee at friends on Sunday morning, then another matinee movie at Roberts, finishing with a fabulous special Sushi night at Diane’s restaurant a block from my house. On Monday, my birthday, I celebrated by cleaning my apartment from top to bottom and rearranging furniture. What better way to start year 57? 
Women's Pro Broadway Curve

Women's Pro Broadway Pack


Cooper Hill Men's Pro

Men's Pro Pack

View from my curb

View from my porch

Hometown team. They did really well...